The sadness is beginning to set in like the grapevines that grow up the side of an old brick house gnarled and tangled in such a unfixable mess just like the inner workings of the soul of mine that once felt love and beauty and strength growing in bouquets of flowers from my chest unfortunately those flowers rotted and decayed yet never really left, just like the proof that's shown from the overcrowded webs of vines that still grow up the side of that old brick house.