tapping my feet. drumming my hands on my knees. smiling and nodding to your story while making quick glances at the clock. its nearly at the 40. twenty minutes till i can leave without looking inpolite your words, they bore me, your sweet talk annoys me. i'm sorry i'm wound so tight. i value our friendship but you just want to sit and flirt, while i want to sprint and drive dangerously fast and scream, and feel alive. Your talking has stopped. your eyes fixed on mine, waiting. "I'm sorry, what were you saying?" i snap out of my trance and look at you "only that I love you" i don't know why. why you take that risk. and say that to me maybe i really don't know you i look down at my hands, then back at the clock, which is now at the 52. my foot stops tapping as i look into your eyes.