All the worst things in life Start with a: A-social A-theist A-******. A-bominations to be corrected, but, And although, in the hands of a body The blame must go Tight-gripped and freely clasped A smile hangs like a necklace. For, they ask, what grows, On what shore that glance a thirsting road Where no artisan of wells Lets run his craft Burst with life? What vines may couple, transect dead veins Still in a bed of salt But dead and grey shades of the true? None, It would seem, can carry the sweet Of fertile seeds along the waterβs edge It is but passing as its plumpness Withers and drops Apart, epistle, a dogma. This vampiric little heart takes no form In Narcissusβ pool it does not Glisten in the waters calm Despite the furious mouth And, gone, lost of all that made it whole. I go back to the source of the Grey valley flume Unknown to impetus, Cannot find its way in the endless roads And paths in the sun-baked skin, The wind may blow salt in my eyes though The music of its basin fills my ears: Waves breaking and pressing On soft earthen lines, scrap-book memories Faded at the edges like Polaroids Unfold from the waves of purity In the sand of an empty shore. I peer idly into the glimmering stream No red heart beating, But a grey heart; one simply searching, pining For a grey love to begin And the world that I know They belong in.