My grieve
in my heart
I sealed it tight
Tears on my pillow
Who will know?
My wound is not healed
its bleeding again..
fresh red blood
dripping non stop
from my ripped heart...
I am helpless...

Today I grieve
For what’s been lost.
I almost have it again
in my grabs...
I see my whole world apart
if i lose someone closest to my heart
and with all the strength
I still possess
I try to cling on it
and try to go on
its hard
its dragging and its boring
I almost give up
its difficult to breathe alone
and he knows...
he knows whats best for me
he makes me lose a diamond
my precious diamond
i thought I cherished
and he replaced my loss
with a real diamond that brightens my life
healed my pains
the real diamond that shines
that sparkles... thats says its ok
to experience pain
in order to learn that
I deserve better....