I cannot fathom a logical reason for being any amount of joy for you. I don't see how i could make you happy. It is so far from my mental capacity. I don't see how i could ever be enough for humanity. What difference could i make? How could i show you your own wonderful magnificence without you making you doubt yourself? How could i show you your own artistic ability without making you hate yourself? I don't know, but maybe this will help you realize your own worth as well as your insignificance in the grand scheme of things.