I keep feeling too much. My heart aches at the tremors of your steps as I imagine you leaving. My mind keeps replaying nights when we were happy. And I don't know if I can give that to you anymore. I'm terrified of feeling that god awful rip in my heart again. Cause you bandaged the peices up and I know how easy it is to walk away. They've all shown me that. But I don't understand.. Why does everyone seem to have less feelings? Why does everyone seem to have the power to walk away. When I can't even breathe.
I think I'm broken. I can never be the one to leave. That's why I continuously get hurt.