I'm an addict.
I need it.
I want it.
I hate it.
I love it.
I suppress it,
hide it,
horde it,
keep it all for me.
The pain,
the pleasure,
the regret,
but with the high,
I forget.
It's wrong,
I shouldn't,
...I shouldn't...
I know I shouldn't.
but I do.
I'm an addict,
and you know what?
So are you.