I have never known my father to be a man seen in marrow, to see weakness in arms that once held me high above his head and upon his shoulders, pops ainβt what he used to be momma will say, and i am not the one to hold atlas in my arms for that has always been his role, my palms do not have knowledge yet, but i am learning it is 2:17 a.m and july has held its warm wet heat, I drove my dad to the hospital this week, pops ainβt what he used to be, but he is and always will carry our pride like wings stretched wide held high and full of might, eyes of hope and old war stories which flow from his throat,