Almost drank a cigarette **** the other day. N one is trying to find me anymore. It's raining today. My mother might be using again. I'm running away. I've run away for so long; I'm tired of running away and it's all I know how to do. I've really put myself through it this time. I don't know where to turn anymore. Even my corners don't want me. Sat in the closet screaming. It's all that makes sense. **** all means everything. Anything. Train with the lights flickering. Dying, everything. The point? That's the incredible part; We're all doing this for love, then we're marching straight to death.