Which one?? I cant think straight, The ***** is misting over my thoughts The blue pill,? The red pill,? Which one will I take They'll both end it, To much has happened Life is a mistake. Is this the ***** talking, A depressant Not a happy drink like everyone thinks, I'm so tired Sleep takes me, not a pill Awoken, Regrets, Guilt, "What the hell was I thinking" Nothing is worth that, My mind was misted confusion rained down, Flooding with emotion, I nearly took my own life. The red pill The blue pill Now in the bin where they belong.