I was only four when it happened. Late at night, when I was alone. You preyed on my innocence and my weakness, How could I know that it was wrong? The things you did so horrible to me, My soul and body were barred. What you did to that little girl, Left me feeling alone and scared... You said it was to show your love, By taking my body for your use. But now I know what happened to me, It wasn't Love, it was ABUSE! All the ***** things you did to me, Won't wash away with rain, Nothing on earth will rid my heart of this never ending pain... I hope that you hurt as much as I do, Or do you even remember what you did?!? Nothing will make up for the pain you caused, When I was just a kid... The physical scars on my body, Have since healed with time, But my pain still shows on the outside, Whenever the the child inside me finally starts to cry... That little 4 year old girl, Had to grow up way too soon, And ALL of the hurt and pain you have caused, Will forever be remembered every time I look at the moon.
I was gang ***** by my drug addict mothers boyfriend and his friends when I was 4. It went on for a few months before I was taken away from her and placed into foster care.