though equipped with an open heart and pursuing mind we still struggle to find the time before we knew that these striking hues only made us blind. to when white teeth glistened through genuine grins and whole, hearty chuckles instead of only imprinting lines.
i can feel the change surging through my bones. a sharp, electric current igniting and destroying sour cells and lies (apathy is not strength). igniting and creating new creeds and new bones that can withstand the occasional jolts and grits.
though a remedial renewal of soul came through, seeing the change and being the change will not come quite as easy.
I can feel myself wanting to be happier but actually seeing it and living it will probably come at a slower pace... Also I need to stop using alliterations. Did that make sense? A remedial renewal? like being renewed was the cure lol idk I'm still getting the hang of this writing thing.