my need for words is like brown candy bars from days where delight grew in trees and joy travelled in toy cars when pieces of my heart were still intact moving in rhythms looking for friends to join a pact of bliss written on walls and roaming the high streets to find good food stalls that are now history like candy bars from the past and cars one could trust to stay put lined up and boxed like a heart that knows not where to start putting together the zillion pieces the random shards of people who failed the pact and walked the earth in search of birds for wings they could not have in search of words they could possibly sing