Sometimes I wait on the edge of sound like a mumble against heaven
Then I stumble in the fumbled voice to blurt my words like fresh water in a stale shower
All the blistered spats of phrase one awkward drench in the scurried seconds of my speech as if to utter is peculiar and my mouth a foreign flag waved discretely against a field of opposition
Then silence returns throbbing intensely at my ears like almost sounds denying everything I’ve said