i so desperately wanted for you to kiss the air back into my lungs, to inject yourself into my bloodstream until i understood how to feel 'alive' not to love me but to lust after me with the intensity of a million thunderstorms but instead you dug graves into my bones and buried me alive with the thought of you
i was very sad last night and a person linked me to born to die- lana del rey and that song meant nothing to me really and i actually didn't like it but now it's all that plays in my head and i guess this was inspired by that song