you took away my childhood, for what? wanting to get a fix, is that it mom? open your door, you tell me keep it shut. i wanted your love, not a ticking bomb. i had to suffer because you were an addict, raised by my sister until i was twelve. no matter what, there was always conflict. but look mom, you're holding the helve. your childrens lives were in your hands. for our father was gone and you loved your pills, i cant tell anyone about it because no one understands that our own mother couldnt even pay our bills. so tell me mom, was it worth it? your children hate you and you're alone. were the pills and other drugs worth our childhood and your happiness?