It's okay to think, friend.

but
                        don't trust yourself early in the morning.

When your thoughts are running rapidly in your mind
telling you that you're no better
than that bottle of pills in the cabinet, used to remedy a physical pain
                          
                         don't trust yourself early in the morning

When your thoughts are running rapidly in your mind
telling you that you won't be missed
that you're better off dead rather than a forgotten memory

                          don't trust yourself early in the morning

Instead, get a cold glass of water
blow your nose
take a deep breath
tuck yourself in your bed
and close your eyes
then let sleep take over you