a whir heard at work and when the lit end of a cigarette burns. the trees are dead and yet the doors are still open. an atrocious haircut such a misfortune. hook nose talks to ill-fitting jeans, tender child shattering scream. and I will not recall standing here in my twenties. a boy will converse with me and I realise that humanity is generally friendly realise that hate and envy are probably just pretending. he drinks the water and for a second I imagine kissing aren't we all pretending? how can you validate an emotion that lurks on a spectrum with no shared connection?