i told you about the demons i've told no other about
and you were there
stroking my scars and kissing my thoughts
you were there with wine when i told you my worst memories
you were there

and where the **** are you now
or who are you ******* now

telling her what you told me
it will all be okay
i will always be there for you
we have eachother

*******
your blood is nothing but cheap beer and *******

i ******* hate you
and i ******* miss you
****

why aren't you here?