It was 4 p.m. when the yelling monster caught me daydreaming. He was mad at me, but not so mad at me as he was at himself The worst thing that can happen to a man is self pity. And it happens to a man that constantly does good, and gets nothing in return. I wanted to tell him that yelling at me is not gonna fix anything is not gonna fix me and not by a chance him. But instead I kept my thoughts in silence as I watched a little spider climb in my fingers. And than I saw the sun shine.