this is war everything we encounter, everything we touch. the world. so many sides, so much worth. holding nothing but secrets and wonders but we will never explore it all. so vast and beautiful, our minds, they **** us. what's telling me how I feel? who's putting thoughts in my head? I don't think I know who I am or where I came from what im doing- my intentions. no guidance or help. none since day one. and I have no direction. what doesn't **** you makes you stronger, but what makes you stronger slowly dishevels your whole body into a pit of nothingness. You become nothing because the one time youre supposed to be strong you cant. nothing can help you. because the shots have been fired and youre living on a battlefield. so adapt, and get use to the cruel nature of your life.