I never knew what it meant to be loved Until, I met you, on a whim, in a school bus From that little seed would be planted a bud Which would bloom into a tree pulsating with blood Flowing within and outwardly between two hearts Those beats would move off sound to unison Playing like the plastic drum players in the park Moving swiftly and shifting so quickly Ups and downs and rounds of being sickly
Never to the breaking point where the end was a fixture But enough times where it was close enough to edit the picture Tears and thoughts of suicide often entered my mind But I never went through with it, it was faulty by design I never wanted to leave you behind Alone to find my body when day meets night It's just the thoughts that overcome my imagination One within my soul as a rose bud forsaken I often told you I wished to die at age 25 Because anything after would be disappointing in life No hope for the future would often be my confession However it would conflict with our hearts message How can I dream of my demise every night And speak of the names we will label our kids with time One simply can't live in close proximity to the other The center can't be inside a box tethered It takes supplies, plans, and prayer to weather this storm Wether we like it or not change comes in all forms With it came shallow lies and deception Our branches began to grow in different directions Scraping a different sky, embracing different horizons Shaping different lives, and creating different climates We came to know nothing of each other, just small talk Knowing our past fears, but lost all current dreams in the fall
Through an atmosphere containing shattered glass Which left veins protruding from our mass Little pieces of ourselves flying every which way Leads others to believe we're a source of decay A rotting corpse that was naive enough to love Now transforms the landscape into pools of blood Visions of Cleopatra living beside me shattered Meanwhile she left a harsh token in the form of Jackals I'm always labeled by her and she's labeled by me We can't be seen without others causing a scene "Where is... So and so... ?" Oh you know, out there doing... Whatever, you know?
In our minds we know better, but our hearts cling to each other Even if someone is better, there really is no better A Prince Charming with self esteem issues And a Princess with a penchant for tissues Seem to be the only pieces that fit the other In a grande puzzle scaled to human culture Where the puppet master knows the form and order And the grand masters play each piece with a motive They chose to place these two pieces to scale together No mistakes, what's meant to be, will happen.