sometimes, you can't feel the sunshine and you can't see the flowers and there could be a fire roasting on open coals inches from your hands and you could still not sense its warmth. sometimes you just can't help it and ******* im so ******* sorry that you're telling me you love me and i cannot feel it. i'm living in a fog and it's not lifting, all i can see are the headlights that are all coming at me, all approaching rapidly. i skinned my knee but it doesn't really hurt. you left me for her but it really could be worse. all i know is i'm alone in this big empty world. sometimes the sun is shining but you cannot see it. do not scold a blind man for just not seeing. do not fault a boat for being rocked by the water. sometimes it's all one can do to not be pulled under i promise i'm trying to swim but i fear i am more a rock than a fish; meant less for the water and more for the ground