Trying to get published is a ******* joke. My hands are tired of holding my face together, eyes open at the bottom. Hydrated by tiny sighs of disappointment passing through my fingers. I'm tired. They seek the ******* about flowers and the quietness of a lake, and all I have to offer is the hopelessness that ensues most of these messes, and the reality that this **** exists. They want the "solitude of a haiku" in every piece. Well, I have some groundbreaking news *******, if humans were so content with everything we wouldn't have or need any **** writers. This is poetry too, and if you think otherwise your definition must be shallow, jaded, and/or [most importantly] incredibly boring.