Its to much to take, to always be
in pain, I look ok on the outside.
But the pain is within, muscles
ache when ever I move, like a
knife being constantly put in, is
this going to be like this for the
rest of my days.

I put on a brave face, not telling
them that I feel like crap, always
feeling tired even when I've slept
in, after 10 minutes I want to go
back to bed for the rest of the day.

This ***** as its spreading, is there
many more places for it to go, from
up above to down below, its like
poison ivy wrapping its vines around
and squeezing sensitive is my skin,
just the  tip of my finger gently on
my chest like being cut with knifes
over my skin.

Will I need tablets for the rest of my
life, will I be bed ridden as it attack
my hips from within, I will keep a
strong face, but inside I am screaming
in pain, you just cant see it on my face.