It frightens me, The things inside of me. That I cannot control, But that which control me. It takes over my soul, Leaving me with nothing left. Just broken thoughts, And scars on my wrist. But the feeling of emptiness, From it all... This darkness that lurks within, That rips me from my skin. Pulling me away from what is mine, Drowning me in this darkness, I cannot breathe. I am alive, But I am not me.