Pain.* Everywhere.* In my head, And in my heart. Exploding against my consciousness, It ***** the energy out of me, As I sob and cry, As I draw out my knife, Prepared to die. I would do anything, Just to end my pain. This misery, This torture, It kills me, Inside and out. It's time to end, The pain I hid well. So I'm going back home, Back home to hell.