There are so many things that I want to say to you that I shouldn't. There are even more things that I should say to you that I wouldn't. You remind me of somebody that I used to know. One who let me break their heart then broke mine in revenge. I'm scared that I might do it again if you ever give me the chance. It's why I keep my distance. It's why I hold my silence. I've always had trouble with letting things go. It just means so much to me - every word you say. I've always been afraid of letting people in. I'll exhaust every effort in pushing you away.