You were speaking but the words had no sound. I feel eveything as if the bad was little more then nothing. As if the past became the future. As if it was that first day again. That first touch.
I miss you more then anything. I just want to be alone. Wounds don't heal if you keep opening them up. Please.. Somebody.. I need a bandaid..
Tonight the gauz will be all im place but it will not matter. I will pick the wound a final time. I dosn't take alot to bleed out. Just a memory.
Tonight i will be thrown under a train by my own free will. Happieness has a price. Goodbye.