"Get up." A decade ago, and I have yet to unseen your face, unsmell your scent. "Get up." A decade ago, and the palms of my hands still sweat at random moments of the day, my muscles tensing, waiting for you to call my name. A decade ago and you still find ways to get me, not a dream you have ever let me be. A decade ago and the imagery of it all going down still haunts me, though I’m sure you have forgotten by now. A decade ago and I have not yet felt relief, not since a knock interrupted, and you told me to quickly get on my feet. A decade ago I couldn’t move from my seat. I still haven’t got up. "Get up."