Please don't take those pills the ones you told me about. Lined up, neat rows, single file in all colours, organised harm. You said you'd had enough bone tired, broken you crying down the line to bone tired, broken me as if I could save you from yourself. No-one ever could. Sacrifice yourself to life, not death death is darkness and you, sweetest girl are light beyond vibrancy my lullaby at night, my morning song my fragile, fearsome, wondrous friend.
For my cousin and partner in crime, she's having a hard time at the moment. I'm hoping she reads this and understands that she is awesome and that we need her.