50  years old
An age you'd forever dread
If only you were here
To actually experience it
Because at least you'd be experiencing something

Instead of being gone
Cremated into nothing
A bracelet worn on my wrist
Yet still a memory
I'm willing to relive

The pain was so great
But at least it'd be something
At least you were still here
Dying but here
And that's all the comfort I need

In a hospital bed but here
In a daze but still here
Gasping for air but still here
What I would give
To have you still here