i used to imagine. all the cities in the world. and i used to imagine all the people who lived in them. and i used to imagine me with them. i used to imagine all the wild places alive. and what i would do when i met them. i used to imagine i used to believe in everything. but then again that is nothing. all that's real isn't true. i used to believe i could fly away. i would wait for the day my wings grew. i used to believe. i once thought the universe went on forever. to infinity it never stopped. now all i see is this white-walled room. and the dreams which i have dropped. like pennies they spill out of my pockets. where wishfully they were deserted. i once hoped that we could be honest. i hoped that we'd breathe in the atmosphere. and not choke on the lies. i once hoped