I am living on my own I am better suited in a community I haven’t had reason to use my voice Since she stopped talking to me
On sunny days I go out Hoping someone will talk to me Even if it’s just, “What the hell are you looking at?” Staring is awkward
But I could say, “I see you,” Like when we play peek-a-boo With infants Before we forgot what laughter Was supposed to sound like Now laughter sounds like my voice Silence.
I just want to answer a question Which wasn’t posed by myself Remember the line about "We were all meant to shine Like children do, Because the glory of God is in each of us?" Well sometimes I think The glory of God Looks too much like Seattle in springtime Overcast and drizzly
His glory is in us But we don’t let it out Because of how scared we are Of seeing ourselves in the light Mistakes are masked In the dust and darkness
Our broken-heart pieces are stored On shelves high out of reach Childish hopes and dreams Have long since given up Trying to believe They will ever learn to walk