May 2014
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Look at me and fill the gap, ever wondered, if these empty spaces are just a trap?
If I was you, I won't ever come back, what have I, in these silenced moments which you lack ?
If you ever tried, why not just kiss it good-bye, is life not enough to make you want to die?
Escape them lies, if you know how to fly, do you think you'll find any wings in the night sky?
Let my heart rip, ain't no where I'll ever fit
Lit, with fire on the bed of wax where I sit
Won't get rid, of who I am, even though you want it
Leave me be and i'll leave you Disappointed
Take my pain and change my name, look in the mirror, is everything still the same ?
I wait in shame, come again, smear me in your scent, don't you want me to take your blame?
I knew you would ask, if I wear a mask, what of solitude, if the disguise won't last ?
Look past, what you want me to be, what you see, will it be enough if i break your heart ?
Do you ever feel confused, when I refuse,
To be made in hurt, when you abuse
Of the lonely nights, when i make love to you
i know what i need, bleed the tears you so wanted
Leave me be, and I'll leave you disappointed
Where these scars lead, a place where i can never be, and if you can see beyond, do you find me ?
I don't want you to leave, but i want you be freed, if i break these promises, will you breathe ?
I know what i was made, an image you couldn't take, will you collect all the pieces when i break ?
Will you wait, i won't come and you'll be late, is that all there is to us, disappointment at every gate ?
I will always be here, trapped in these walls where i dreamt it,
A life with you, without you, these dreams, i don't want it
But all i am, reflection of your man, i am not who i was, understand
Get away from me, run far away from me, while you can
You won't find me in love, with your hurt i'm haunted
I can't face my demons, made in a ghost, this escape i never wanted
Leave me be, and I'll leave you disappointed
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You won't find me in your dreams, if you dream with open eyes,
Make no noise, let it be gone, when every moment dies
Don't hold me back, I'll blind you with nothing but more lies
And even though i try, i know one day I'll leave without saying goodbye
And you'll be alone, forever trapped in your heart of stone
Withering away, as you try to bring every wall down
But i won't be around, i know this is not what you wanted
Will you still dream, if one day you woke up disappointed ?
If nothing else, take my memory and run away, far away from me
And leave me behind, so you can still be with me
And all these scars and wounds that you'll leave behind, will change me
All those lies, in your eyes, every memory of you will strangle me
From now till eternity, till i return, will you wait for me ?
If i leave you with nothing but pain, will you be able to forgive me ?
If this void is too much to bear, will you fear that you won't find me ?
If everything i am, rusts to nothing, will you still want me ?
If one day you're here no more, leave me a sign that you waited
Will you still love me, If all i have, my every breath, every word that escapes, my thoughts that fade, what we ever had and made, if all you ever wanted, my love for you, left you disappointed?
___________
Look at me and fill the gap, ever wondered, if these empty spaces are just a trap?
If I was you, I won't ever come back, what have I, in these silenced moments which you lack ?
If you ever tried, why not just kiss it good-bye, is life not enough to make you want to die?
Escape them lies, if you know how to fly, do you think you'll find any wings in the night sky?
Let my heart rip, ain't no where I'll ever fit
Lit, with fire on the bed of wax where I sit
Won't get rid, of who I am, even though you want it
Leave me be and i'll leave you Disappointed
Take my pain and change my name, look in the mirror, is everything still the same ?
I wait in shame, come again, smear me in your scent, don't you want me to take your blame?
I knew you would ask, if I wear a mask, what of solitude, if the disguise won't last ?
Look past, what you want me to be, what you see, will it be enough if i break your heart ?
Do you ever feel confused, when I refuse,
To be made in hurt, when you abuse
Of the lonely nights, when i make love to you
i know what i need, bleed the tears you so wanted
Leave me be, and I'll leave you disappointed
Where these scars lead, a place where i can never be, and if you can see beyond, do you find me ?
I don't want you to leave, but i want you be freed, if i break these promises, will you breathe ?
I know what i was made, an image you couldn't take, will you collect all the pieces when i break ?
Will you wait, i won't come and you'll be late, is that all there is to us, disappointment at every gate ?
I will always be here, trapped in these walls where i dreamt it,
A life with you, without you, these dreams, i don't want it
But all i am, reflection of your man, i am not who i was, understand
Get away from me, run far away from me, while you can
You won't find me in love, with your hurt i'm haunted
I can't face my demons, made in a ghost, this escape i never wanted
Leave me be, and I'll leave you disappointed
__________
________
You won't find me in your dreams, if you dream with open eyes,
Make no noise, let it be gone, when every moment dies
Don't hold me back, I'll blind you with nothing but more lies
And even though i try, i know one day I'll leave without saying goodbye
And you'll be alone, forever trapped in your heart of stone
Withering away, as you try to bring every wall down
But i won't be around, i know this is not what you wanted
Will you still dream, if one day you woke up disappointed ?
If nothing else, take my memory and run away, far away from me
And leave me behind, so you can still be with me
And all these scars and wounds that you'll leave behind, will change me
All those lies, in your eyes, every memory of you will strangle me
From now till eternity, till i return, will you wait for me ?
If i leave you with nothing but pain, will you be able to forgive me ?
If this void is too much to bear, will you fear that you won't find me ?
If everything i am, rusts to nothing, will you still want me ?
If one day you're here no more, leave me a sign that you waited
Will you still love me, If all i have, my every breath, every word that escapes, my thoughts that fade, what we ever had and made, if all you ever wanted, my love for you, left you disappointed?
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