It is not the buzzing and hissing in my ears throughout the day Nipping at my heels Spitting at my feet until I've trampled your name
This poem isn't about the boy who didn't want to stay No, this is about the aftermath The finding myself The "where do I go?" The "what do I do?" The "we went fishing in that spot" but "made love in that one too"
I wish I had better words An easier way to say, "I am fine. I swear I am fine" But "no, I'm not okay."