ive come to realize there is no light in my life and that i have caused and deserved every ounce of pain and that i should start wearing sweaters in the summer i want to start crying i want to give up i can't continue being a person i can't continue being chained to depression i want to be a spirit a free spirit one who floats along streams and rivers and one who gives you that warm feeling when you feel most alone because when i'm a spirit i'll be free of this burden.