to the boy i once gave my life away to, it seems that your destructive mind has broken my walls. you’re a continent, an ocean, a lifetime away and i love you with everything inside of me, but i have found someone else. i don’t want you to compare me to her, because i’m not. i tried to make this process go as slow as i could possibly make it, from blocking your number, to making sure the flower petals never fell on the ground anymore. my hair that night went up in a bun, and the poems you’re sending me have me worried as to whether or not you’re going to take your life away, but i guess that you’re not my responsibility anymore, maybe one day i will still be yours. please refrain from emailing me/ contacting me/ making posts on public websites about me. don’t’ reply to this email. that’s all i have to say.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=il92krFwM-o the 2nd verse in my mind, this is what she would've wrote for me.