i don't understand how is it so easy for you to get over me? i thought you loved me you lied didn't you? you fooled me you pretended to be different you pretended to care and love me when you knew you only wanted to use me why would you do that? haven't i been hurt enough? everyone in my life who i tend to fall for always hurt me is it me? it is, isn't it? i'm not worthy enough for anyone to truly love me but in order for you to get what you need from me you have to lie.. but you could have just told me the truth but i guess you figured i'm used to being hurt so it wouldn't be anything right? WRONG! you actually made me fall for you i fell for you harder than i fell for anyone else and then you left just like that as if i meant absolutely nothing to you but i guess i didn't because then it wouldn't have been so easy for you to leave me.. when will i find someone who truly loves me? when will i find the one? //