You brush your cheek against mine and for a second, or an hour, or a lifetime we just stood still like a picture and in I was lured like a tiger to the meal my doom was sealed with a cherry flavored lipstick that made me giddy yet feel sick because you would never be my love with blonde hair soft as a dove and blue-hazel eyes like the ocean's melody that sing me to sleep every night in my dreams You lure me in with a smile, a wink until at the bottom of the ocean I finally quit sink- ing to the bottom of my despair this concoction of feelings playing with my hair pulling and ripping out the brown strands with their tiny, venomous hands that cut my throat with their daggers just like she did with her lovely blue-hazel eyes with a smile, a wink I creak by knowing shed never be mine.