When I was younger I was stick thin. My aunt pulled my mom aside and cautiously whispered Do you think she's been eating enough? My third grade teacher gave me the nickname Skinny Minnie, my gym teacher told me to go eat a cheeseburger.
Now I look in the mirror and cannot find my younger self. My aunt did not blink an eye when I said I'm not hungry. My teacher does not question when I bring only a water bottle to lunch, someone, please, tell me to go eat a cheeseburger, because I have only eaten two-hundred calories today but no one is calling me skinny.
I am trying to get better but I ate 1,250 calories today and even that makes me feel guilty