I keep waiting. I thought I meant something to you
I knew you had a life and I was willing to take the back burner while you figured things out. You said you wanted nothing to ever possibly ruin this. It's been 5 days and counting you have ignored me. I wanted to be a part of your life again I knew it wasn't a big part and now that is completely obvious we used to talk every night for hours about everything and nothing the silence was acceptable and now the silence is unbearable, you aren't on the other side of that phone. You wanted everything figured out and nothing in the way but today I realized you are the only thing in the way of this. Today I am no longer longing for you today I am worried I am angry because you promised you wouldn't do this that you wouldn't disappear. You are the only thing in the way.