I have hungered to be filled, satiated down to the very fiber of my being.
Am I crazy to crave food with such carnal intensity? Expecting chocolate sugary goodness to satisfy the soul's hunger underneath my physical craving.
But not everything has to be about God, does it? Sometimes, I just want to savor the rich decadence of dark chocolate mingled the burning fire of a chili pepper.
Am I coveting? Am I being sinful to be too material and sensual? ******* it! I bet God loves taking a slow bite of chocolate.
I keep dividing the world into material and spiritual. Maybe that's why I'm so hungry?
I was trying to be humorous about my own struggle with finding a spirituality that integrates my body and carnal desires.