I can only imagine
the
jagged edges rising
across my
skin.

All I know
but still
I don't feel bad.

Have I lost my grasp of
reality,
finally?

For the sight of that only,
creates
true euphoria
and
I can truly
appreciate
the slicing of my
skin.

I can only imagine
the bathtub
the water changing
light pink,
as I bleed out, fluttering eyelids,
lovely,
finally.