Mar 2014
things had never been more right
i've never done things more wrong
and everything's nothing now
(i'm still supposed to shine somehow??)
people keep talking to me
as if they know me
but its so hard to remember
anything other than these raging embers
some of them seem nice enough
like they honestly care and stuff
but its too hard to focus on friend
when i can't make the miracle un-end
love dont die
at least for me
it just screams forever
burning broken ragged ravaged fever
call the clowns
and listen closely now
cuz i'm lost without You
lost without You
see in the dark?
of course i can!
aint got no ******* spark
ain't got nothing man
toss all the pebbles into the stream
none left for Yur window
**** the clown horn's silent scream
noone needs to Noe
what the **** was i thinking?
what the **** was i drinking?
can't be true
me without You
i was living the dream! like every other relationship and emotion had been the warm up and i was finally where i really belonged, and i wasn't taking it for granted, I swear!! i was completely aware what a miracle WE were and I was doing everything i could imagine to nurture, to kiss caress laugh smile both of our souls, and instead i killed it
i believed in finally finding FINE
because it was pure and perfect
PURE FACT!!
but it could never have been forever
cuz i am the king of forever is never
another soul fracture
as pure pours impure
the tender taste of bitter tears
****** noose burns taint my beer
once again nothing makes sense
even less so than ever before
and I can pretend no pretense
as I am slammed into fornevermore
my heart can't quite beat right
another anxiety attack in sight
no chulahoma to make this right
just a ****** country version of the blues night
and when there won't be another then
this **** up is the worstest sin
cuz im the best ive ever been
but too late for the right when
and Yur gone
and that will forever go on and on
but shall Yur being funnest fullest friend
mean we find a way not to end
or will all that remains of You
be just another tattoo?
i've never done things more wrong
and everything's nothing now
(i'm still supposed to shine somehow??)
people keep talking to me
as if they know me
but its so hard to remember
anything other than these raging embers
some of them seem nice enough
like they honestly care and stuff
but its too hard to focus on friend
when i can't make the miracle un-end
love dont die
at least for me
it just screams forever
burning broken ragged ravaged fever
call the clowns
and listen closely now
cuz i'm lost without You
lost without You
see in the dark?
of course i can!
aint got no ******* spark
ain't got nothing man
toss all the pebbles into the stream
none left for Yur window
**** the clown horn's silent scream
noone needs to Noe
what the **** was i thinking?
what the **** was i drinking?
can't be true
me without You
i was living the dream! like every other relationship and emotion had been the warm up and i was finally where i really belonged, and i wasn't taking it for granted, I swear!! i was completely aware what a miracle WE were and I was doing everything i could imagine to nurture, to kiss caress laugh smile both of our souls, and instead i killed it
i believed in finally finding FINE
because it was pure and perfect
PURE FACT!!
but it could never have been forever
cuz i am the king of forever is never
another soul fracture
as pure pours impure
the tender taste of bitter tears
****** noose burns taint my beer
once again nothing makes sense
even less so than ever before
and I can pretend no pretense
as I am slammed into fornevermore
my heart can't quite beat right
another anxiety attack in sight
no chulahoma to make this right
just a ****** country version of the blues night
and when there won't be another then
this **** up is the worstest sin
cuz im the best ive ever been
but too late for the right when
and Yur gone
and that will forever go on and on
but shall Yur being funnest fullest friend
mean we find a way not to end
or will all that remains of You
be just another tattoo?
