A cult of madness pushes through my heart tearing through this chest through bone sinew tendon and muscle as I long to fill this void with every strained pulse and shallow gasp of breathe blood spurts from his chest Like *** escaping from a lovers slit Something belongs in this divided but Ive forgotten what and no amount of love could fill this indefinable gape Could you swallow my heart Could you swallow it could you push through my sternum embrace with it your hands rip it away from my flesh And as you bring it to your lips cupping it like water from a spring gaze into my eyes as you swallow it muscle sinew and all