Mar 2014
as im naked and lying in bed with you, I allow the reveal of my most exposed parts. not those of my body but those of my heart.
i cling on to your arm and rest my head on your shoulder and this routines not something i had wanted to discover.
its easier to have suitors who do what they need, to get up after selfish pleasures are pleased. give me fake promises and acceptingly leave. this routine had me feeling empty it seemed.
i accepted that repeated routine and didn’t realize it turned once beautiful hopeless romanticism into a myth for me.
that idea of this was one i thought was irreversibly now sincere . but this time for once i want you to stay over my dear.
those big green eyes that dont look hazed or glassy, have caused me to want and need you for real. you held me and kissed my neck and our bodies tangle tight.
i don’t feel as though this bodies all you needed that night.
i felt pleasure I swore off and didn’t think could exist again.
pleasures pulsing in my body but also mentally in my head.
i am reluctant to passion or emotional acts of this kind.
but **** baby that night I knew I wanted you to be mine.
and as hard as that is for my own mind to understand,
i want you to know that I can contribute to future plans.
that i wont hurt you or deceive you and support and my comfort for you whenever you need my helping hand.
you made me feel like I had someone safe and I wanted to keep the feeling around for always. Please just say my name so heavenly sweet and softly…
but although this feeling has hurt others in turn, I want my own heart to
finally be able to have what it deserves. and to you I know Id be sincere, sweet and kind.
to your untrusting attitude and damaged heart similar to mine.
and it seemed at first that jaded attitudes are all we had in common. Until you opened up to me and I emotionally let you in.
because for once I wasn’t thinking this wasn’t going to be anything real in the end.
And I unexpectedly loved that sweet feeling of our pressed bodies sharing skin.
when you told me you wanted to be good enough to have me,
Iv have burning desires every time your around me.
I dream of you taking me fast and pushing hard against walls,
And when desire overtakes on the ground we should fall.
Where ill let you take that one part of me I didn’t know I had.
And I know your sweet passion will give up to me back.
Hard and heavy breathing as your green eyes catch mine.
Holding bodies and remaining still as we let final pleasures overtake us and our bodies bind.
And as hot and heavy heat simmers down and subsides, I lie on your chest and feel my most comfortable inside.
Your arms protectively wrap around me and we temporarily rest.
But this routine of intense amazement will start again fast, because our hearts are finally accepting what we both deserve at best.
Emily A Grande
i cling on to your arm and rest my head on your shoulder and this routines not something i had wanted to discover.
its easier to have suitors who do what they need, to get up after selfish pleasures are pleased. give me fake promises and acceptingly leave. this routine had me feeling empty it seemed.
i accepted that repeated routine and didn’t realize it turned once beautiful hopeless romanticism into a myth for me.
that idea of this was one i thought was irreversibly now sincere . but this time for once i want you to stay over my dear.
those big green eyes that dont look hazed or glassy, have caused me to want and need you for real. you held me and kissed my neck and our bodies tangle tight.
i don’t feel as though this bodies all you needed that night.
i felt pleasure I swore off and didn’t think could exist again.
pleasures pulsing in my body but also mentally in my head.
i am reluctant to passion or emotional acts of this kind.
but **** baby that night I knew I wanted you to be mine.
and as hard as that is for my own mind to understand,
i want you to know that I can contribute to future plans.
that i wont hurt you or deceive you and support and my comfort for you whenever you need my helping hand.
you made me feel like I had someone safe and I wanted to keep the feeling around for always. Please just say my name so heavenly sweet and softly…
but although this feeling has hurt others in turn, I want my own heart to
finally be able to have what it deserves. and to you I know Id be sincere, sweet and kind.
to your untrusting attitude and damaged heart similar to mine.
and it seemed at first that jaded attitudes are all we had in common. Until you opened up to me and I emotionally let you in.
because for once I wasn’t thinking this wasn’t going to be anything real in the end.
And I unexpectedly loved that sweet feeling of our pressed bodies sharing skin.
when you told me you wanted to be good enough to have me,
Iv have burning desires every time your around me.
I dream of you taking me fast and pushing hard against walls,
And when desire overtakes on the ground we should fall.
Where ill let you take that one part of me I didn’t know I had.
And I know your sweet passion will give up to me back.
Hard and heavy breathing as your green eyes catch mine.
Holding bodies and remaining still as we let final pleasures overtake us and our bodies bind.
And as hot and heavy heat simmers down and subsides, I lie on your chest and feel my most comfortable inside.
Your arms protectively wrap around me and we temporarily rest.
But this routine of intense amazement will start again fast, because our hearts are finally accepting what we both deserve at best.
Emily A Grande
