at the same time i'm glad that i'm not afraid to get hurt like, Jesus Christ you don't know how happy i am that i fell for someone who will never love me back me letting her clench her hands onto my heart ripping it out of my rib cage while telling me she loved me and i would beg her to stop but i'll let myself bleed
it's all a good thing we all need pain because when its 3 a.m. and she's the only thing on your mind and you're crying, rolling around in bed to see if you crash into her body and you realize she will never be there it sure will hurt like hell but ****, at least you'll feel something