There was so much to say,* how could you end your day without thinking of me? how could you not drinking coffee which is my favorite? how could you let the fire inside burning me down to ashes? how could you leave me so that I am longing for my bright smile? how could you pass the day without someone you once loved the most? how could you even dare to breathe while I am suffocated and shattered here? how could you even alive when I am dying here?