Hollow, haunted, hurting eyes staring at the ceiling. Cold, hard, white tile floor a pillow for my head. Last gasping, grasping tendrils of reason slipping from my brain. Oh the bite of bitter steel; sweet and welcome pain. An outstretched palm, ungrasping fingers, nerve and tendon showing. A smile of peace, a sob of despair; blood is thickly flowing. I close my eyes and now I see that this is childhoods end; Wasted lives, broken people and shattered dreams that never mend.